Now Divorced

So Im Divorced the x husband has the kids but we are friends. Im currently in a relationship with my Boyfriend jesse he is currently away on a job. right now im really depressed and im not sure what to do with my life. I feel like everything is in limbo i guess that i just have to go with the flow of things. Thats life right? So im laid off at rite aid because im emotionaly unstable. so much has gone on since my last post. I have have fear of even writing about what is really going on in my life. I feel like a horrid mother. wow.. life changes fast