If it wasen't for...

Ive been comming here to blog, leave..come back...now im sitting down to write my feelings and thoughts.
Brandon is a TR baby. If it was not for that choice that his mom made, my children would not be here. It's kind of weird to think about. It also brings my feelings of loss up that i'll never have anymore children. I don't know it is a touchy subject. But it's my feelings. I wish i would have never made the mistake of going threw with it. I don't feel like writing anymore I don't want to cry