Is this what my life is?

Having a husband who can't sleep is frustrating on everybody.
He is always tired never wants to do anything and is just plain LAZY.(Sorry babe if you read this but it's true)
I know i am lazy too but damn. I say I want to go do something and you reply with Allison is sick and you don't want to get your parents sick. Fine. WHEN are they not sick? Then you tell me we are going to have a picnic well that never happend. I want to go to yakima and you tell me "well we can go if you want to use your concert money." Okay well that sounds like you are my god damn dad giving me an ultimatum. I want a date, I want your time. Do you know what this does to a woman emotionally? PUSHES THEM AWAY. Keep on doing this and see where it will get you. Nowhere with me but a very unhappy wife.